“It’s been ten years. It’s been so long since I’ve met you. You know, it’s only getting harder, I guess, not better.

I till remember when you would take videos of me singing. You were my biggest super fan. I know I had a bad voice but you never showed it. You never did, with this soothing smile all over your face.

I remember how you would bend over to tie my shoes. How you would kiss my forehead afterwards. How you would tell me that I am your princess. The princess whose king is always there for her.

I till remember that one day you came to pick me up. You told me that we are going to my uncle’s home. And then we entered a dress shop where you bought me one. A one, so beautiful that made me into a princess in reality. I still remember how long I hugged you afterwards.

I remember the stories, the bed time stories actually. How you would lure me into your world with that voice. Gosh, I miss that voice so bad.

I watch your videos every day, I see how you move. How your facial expressions would change. I am touching you but all I am feeling is glass not your skin.

I started to forget how your hands would feel. I miss it so crazy and would kill to run into your arms one more time.

I want to tell you a secret; I put a picture of yours when I eat my breakfast. I am having a conversation with you every day. I tell you all my secrets and would tell you about how my day will go. I sometimes ask about your opinion about some stuff. But, you never answer me. You never do.

I said to myself that your absence would be healed by time. It never does actually. It gets worse.

Don’t you miss me? Don’t you miss your own little princess?

Don’t you miss her hug ,like I do?

Why wouldn’t you come over for a night at least?! I would make you your favorite dinner, I promise. I still remember all your favorite meals.

I till remember that day when you were gone. How i stood down there so vulnerable. Appearing so strong. But inside, there is million voices. Screams t CD hat anyone couldn’t hear. Why was it you? Why you were the one ? Why it wasn’t me ?

And that picture inside my mind that you were going into a bed of sand was so hard.

I wish you would be here to tell you about my first love. I know that you would be happy as much that i did.

I wish you here at my wedding day.

I wanted to be treated one more time like a princess. Wouldn’t you pick me up to buy me a dress one more time?

I wish you here to wipe my tears before going to this letter.

I kissed your photo every day . Just for you to know. I wish you can feel it .

I am lost without you. I am changing for the bad. I wish you could be here just to put me on the right track one more time.

I am so week inside and i am trying to find you in every person that I met. Feeling that your soul is into another body.

Every part of me is feeling incomplete. Incomplete of my missing piece in the puzzle.

I see all those girls with their kings with them. I envy them so much. I see how happy they are and how i am not without you.

One day i will meet you. I know that you would be happy of seeing me like i do.

I miss you ,

Your little princess. “